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2月27日

雨一直下

LA少雨,以至于我刚到此地,就听人笑说,本地人一见落雨便惊惶失措;我当时还嘲笑来着。
 
哪晓得,我——土生土长20年、年年于夏日暴雨里嚷嚷抗洪的江城武汉人,在杭州春季侬侬多情的绵绵细雨中酿了四年都还没被霉掉,竟然在落户LA仅仅六个月后的今天,就在今天,不过是雨大了一点,不过是从早上下到现在不见停,我失神了——
 
状况不断,情绪低落,简直啦~~~~~~
 
居然无意识的对自己哼起这句土歌:什么阳光总在风雨后,请相信有彩虹。。。
 
LA阳光总比阴霾多,我的心情也能如此才好。
 
这该死的雨也该停了吧!
2月26日

折纸

这个周末给Meena筹划生日礼物,为了体现心意,打算handmade,于是乎又迷上了折纸。
连续两个晚上干到三点!!
疯狂不减“年轻”时跟风痴迷编彩色塑料管、折幸运星、织韩式围巾,还有十字绣啊等等的专注。
 
曾经想把自己定位成一个帅气女孩,可每每遇到诸如此类GIRLISH ACTIVITY,无不例外的显露小女生本质。Anyway,我ENJOY这些GIRLISH ACTIVITIES,以及为我的闺蜜们干GIRLISH BEHAVIORGIRLISH心情。  
 
贴上我自豪的作品。相册也更新了今天给Meena庆生的照片。
2月22日

无由头

今天心情不错,原因不明。
 
could be——穿着佳从法国寄来的彩虹领口袖口的毛衣;
         or——白天对好多人灿烂的微笑,他们也灿烂地笑对我;
         or——读朋友的blog,知道她们都混得好棒
         
总之开心就是了。
刚做完晚饭,正enjoy^_^
 
 
2月21日

非解释

最近做了件事,一件从前压根不会去做的事。出发点是不想让自己委屈,却好像有伤害到他人。
 
从幼儿园到初中,同学都说我性格好,不会发脾气。那时候我可能神经粗,真的是没脾气,反而弄不明白为什么我就该要为这事那事上火。于是都说我老实,好欺负。我却基本就没觉得被“欺负”了。
 
大了一点,高中时代,大概长心眼了;或者被人说久了,不知觉地有阴影,不知觉地开始计较。可仍然不习惯翻脸。被占便宜、受委屈,就憋着忍着,笑脸迎人。同学还是说我性格好,不会发脾气。我不喜欢,觉得对不住自己。
 
大学期间,独立生活,个体观念增强,脑子里“自身利益”的概念大致成型;火气大了,心眼小了,自觉进步明显。可在妈妈和闺蜜眼里,我这方面还是笨得一塌糊涂;确实,除去极个别极端例子的大多数时候,我继续选择‘和气’,结果是心里别扭好几天让不舒坦自己淡去。
 
出来混了四个月,一天比一天觉得,得好好待自己。这次事情,本也可以“和气”,只是今时今地又处在相似角色承受不该承受的损失让我特别难受。这次我想先对得起自己,最终坦诚了感受,只想对事并不对人。有点吃力,其他人做的出来的,我仍觉得难;作为新手,我也肯定相当笨拙,引来伤害。除了这部分我感到抱歉外,我认为做了该做的;心里不闹别扭,将来相处也舒坦。
 
当然,未必会获得理解,谈不上相处。可我相信,是朋友的终会是。
2月9日

日本零食

章鱼小丸子
 
    在一家日本超市居然买到了速冻的章鱼小丸子!!!
    微波之后,味道和当年街头现做现卖的一样美!!

    边吃边想着主人
    每每经过延安路
    为狗狗捧回暖暖的一盒章鱼小丸子
    的呵护心情
 
悠哈8.2奶糖
 
      那晚到新桥门打印店给ETS传真送分,大爷陪着我,带着一包悠哈8.2;
      这之后,那只寄居在408、陪着我度过申请时光的小黄狗便有了这可爱的名字;
      这之后,我又多了一种sweeten up my day的美丽心情
 
我爱吃的零食本来就不多,
小小总结一回,竟吓了一跳,
除了上述,还有
‘优的良品’的可乐长虫、椰粉棉花糖、pockey饼干、以及所有抹茶口味的东西,全是日货。。。
2月8日

还好

最近爱听这两首歌,
贴上来和朋友分享。
(Celine Dion的找不到链接)
 
朋友提醒我好久没更新了,问我好么。
 
如果我还会听音乐,还会感动,
说明我还好:)

It's All Coming Back To Me Now

- Celine Dion

There were nights when the wind was so cold
That my body froze in bed
If I just listened to it
Right outside the window
There were days when the sun was so cruel
That all the tears turned to dust
And I just knew my eyes were
Drying up forever (forever)

I finished crying in the instant that you left
And I can't remember where or when or how
And I banished ev'ry mem'ry
You and I had ever made

But when you touch me like this
And you hold me like that
I just have to admit
That it's all coming back to me
When I touch you like this
And I hold you like that
It's so hard to believe
But it's all coming back to me
It's all coming back
It's all coming back to me now

There were moments of gold
And there were flashes of light
There were things I'd never do again
But then they'd always seemed right
There were nights of endless pleasure
It was more than any laws allow
Baby, baby

If I kiss you like this
And if you whisper like that
It was lost long ago
But it's all coming back to me
If you want me like this
And if you need me like that
It was dead long ago
But it's all coming back to me
It's so hard to resist
And it's all coming back to me
I can barely recall
But it's all coming back to me now
But it's all coming back

There were those empty threats and hollow lies
And whenever you tried to hurt me
I just hurt you even worse
And so much deeper
There were hours that just went on for days
When alone at last
We'd count up all the chances
That were lost to us forever (forever)

But you were hist'ry with the slamming of the door
And I made myself so strong again somehow
And I never wasted any of my time on you since then

But if I touch you like this
And if you kiss me like that
It was so long ago
But it's all coming back to me
If you touch me like this
And if I kiss you like that
It was gone with the wind
But it's all coming back to me
It's all coming back
It's all coming back to me now

There were moments of gold
And there were flashes of light
There were things we'd never do again
But then they'd always seemed right
There were nights of endless pleasure
It was more than all your laws allow
Baby, baby, baby

When you touch me like this
And when you hold me like that
It was gone with the wind
But it's all coming back to me
When you see me like this
And when I see you like that
Then we see what we want to see
All coming back to me
The flesh and the fantasies
All coming back to me
I can barely recall
But it's all coming back to me now

If you forgive me all this
And I forgive you all that
We forgive and forget
And it's all coming back to me
When you see me like this
And when I see you like that
We see just what we want to see
All coming back to me
The flesh and the fantasies
All coming back to me
I can barely recall
But it's all coming back to me now

(It's all coming back to me now)
And when you kiss me like this
(It's all coming back to me now)
And when I touch you like that
(It's all coming back to me now)
If you do it like this
(It's all coming back to me now)
And if we...

如果的事

 

歌手:范玮琪 张韶涵

 

 

我想过一件事
不是坏的事
一直对自己坚持
爱情的意思
像风没有理由
轻轻吹着走
谁爱谁没有
所谓的对与错
不管时间
说着我们在一起有多坎坷


我不敢去证实
爱你两个字
不是对自己矜持
也不是讽刺
别人都在说我其实很无知
这样的感情被认定很放肆
我很不服
我还在想着那件事


如果你已经不能控制
每天想我一次
如果你因为我而诚实
如果你看我的电影
听我爱的cd
如果你能带我一起旅行


如果你决定跟随感觉
为爱勇敢一次
如果你说我们有彼此
如果你会开始相信
这般恋爱心情
如果你能给我如果的事

我只要你一件如果的事
我会奋不顾身地去爱你